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Blood moon // 4.15.14 

didn’t get to see it in Michigan because it was fuggin snowing! yes, snowing in april.

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Anonymous asked:
you are fucking crazy to cry as much as you do. your life is perfect and you need to shut the fuck up already. this is coming from MULTIPLE people. just shut up. you have no right to complain about a goddamn thing in your entire life. shut up.

It’s my blog and I’ll whine if I want to. No ones life is perfect, I’m entitled to having feelings. 

Crawled into bed and started crying tonight. This year coming to an end is so bittersweet. I still remember move in day so clearly. It’s scary how in less than three weeks everyone will be gone. I don’t want to leave these girls behind. I love some of them so much, but I’m afraid they are going to be those friends that you’re only friends with because you see them everyday. And once we stop living next door to one another no one will want to gather again. And everyone has their tight knit friend group and i don’t. I know it’s going to be hard for me to reach out to them after school ends because I’m so introverted. Some times too much for my own good. Like is there anyway to tell them that ‘hey i love you and even if we don’t see each other everyday or talk all the time i still want to be your friend, also text me or call me first, I’m so awkward that it gives me anxiety to do it first.’ And have them think awe instead of uhhh are you okay? I missed the times were when we all hung out all the time, now everyone has got their posse, except me. Like is it because i work, and go to grand rapids to see my boyfriend a lot or what? I feel like some girls are already starting to pull away, which hurts me in a way i can’t voice. Like Why is it that on one of our last chances to all just hang out and have fun together as a cluster some girls decided to just sit in their rooms, or make it seem like they’re avoiding us. It just hurts me because i feel like they’re trying to get away from me. I think way to into these things. I really had an awesome day doing the luau and skate with a date. I’m just always scared of changes and others moving on. I don’t make friends easily and i don’t want to lose them the ones I have. I just don’t know how to tell someone that without seeming clingy or weird. So tears are my solution, until i can get passed my introverted anxiety about this.

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do you ever just want to hold someone in your arms for about 37 years

So, I accidentally went home with Heath’s wallet still in my purse from this weekend. Also now he won’t wake up so I can tell him I have his wallet. I hope he doesn’t need it tomorrow, at least not for the first half of the day. I may or may not have snooped in the pockets of it though, he still has his senses fail ticket from 2008 behind his drivers licence, nothing new there … but I also may or may not have found a Zales and a Rogers & Holland business cards with numbers written down on them. It’s actually killing me to know what the rings that match those numbers go to, and when he went there. So curious! UGGH. oh my gosh what if he already bought one. He was asking what size the ring I have right now is, and was like oh really? Okay, I forgot, I couldn’t keep them straight, yada yada. I’m getting myself really excited for this possibility, I mean I know it’ll happen eventually but maybe sooner than I think. suuuuppppperrrrr excited.



the lizzie mcguire movie changed me

it changed all of us


Everyday this week

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"Good Morning"
“How was your day?”
“Be careful”
“Text me when you get home so I know you’re safe”
“Sweet dreams”
“How are you?”
“I hope you’re feeling better”
“Have a good day today!”
“I miss you”
“Good night”
“Can you come over?”
“Can I come over?”
“Can I see you?”
“Can I call you?”
“You’re beautiful”
“Want something to drink?”
“Watch your step”
“Let’s watch a movie”
“What are you up to?”
“How is your day so far?”
“It will be okay”
“I’m here for you”
“Do you need anything?”
“Are you hungry?”
“I just wanted to hear your voice”
“You just made my day”

You don’t have to hear “I Love You” to know that someone does. Listen carefully. People speak from the heart more often than you think.

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Take me somewhere nice,

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