That Owl City Oreo commercial makes me hate people less, and I appreciate that.
Three years ago today was I made one of the best decisions in my life. I let Heath into my life. I know three years is a long time, but I feel like you have been in my life a lot longer. I remember when I first met you at Spring Hill, by far my best experience there. I remember watching all these other girls flirt with you, and feeling like this is just a camp crush. I thought I would probably just go back home with only great memories of all the time we spent together, talking at campfire, hanging out during free time, and our conversations during work. So, at breaking of the bread when you called me up to say how I made such an impact on you, I of course was overwhelmed with giddy girlish happiness. Later that night when you told me that you felt God putting it on your heart that we needed to stay friends, I was very hopeful. Although we lived three hours away, we still talked every day. I was worried we would never see each other, but eventually it all fell into place. And you sure took your sweet time to finally ask me to be your girlfriend, I’ve already forgiven you though. Proof that a camp crushes can become the love of your life. These past few years have been a big mix of everything. You have given me so much happiness, and I can only hope that I have given you a fraction of as much as you have given me. However, we have had our fights, and struggles, we have always made it through. And I thank God every day for you. We have had a rough few months, filled with loss and frustration, and I am so thankful that I could be there by your side for you. You are such a strong person, and I’ve seen throughout these years that there is no one better for me then you. No one could possibly care for me more then you. I love you more than words can express Heath, thank you for not giving up on me.
Heath’s dad died this afternoon, what is happening lately though? His mom died just over 2 months ago, and now his dad too. They weren’t like bed bound, or have really bad conditions, but they weren’t completely healthy either. Although Jeff (heath’s dad) is getting an autopsy tonight, I think that he drank himself to death. He was an alcoholic, so it makes the most sense, since he tried his hardest to get his hand on any liquor he could. eRHernerobrh@E..FHAETHREnjsaoieg 99ennwsvcvmvzh ALL MY FEELS ARE SO AWFUL RIGHT NOW.