please don’t make people with depression feel guilty for their lack of interest in things or their inability to motivate themselves please and thank you goodbye 

on that note, please don’t make people with anxiety feel guilty about their inability to do tasks you deem simple and literally call them children and tell them to grow up because of it


Robin Williams was a huge inspiration to us all at GK, and the world lost a creative soul yesterday. Our thoughts go out to his friends and family during this difficult time.

Depression can affect anyone. If you or someone you know suffers from depression, self harm, or suicidal thoughts, call 1-800-442-HOPE, or go to for more help. 



"i’m free."

rest in peace, robin williams.


I have this awful fantasy that Heath is going to propose in Chicago this weekend. And honestly I really want him to but I’m pretty sure it won’t happen. I just think that it would be great opportunity, i mean this will be our first time in Chicago together. Either way, I’m still excited to go and help John and Alyssa move in. It’s going to weird since I’m used to seeing them quite often and more they’re going to be in a whole nother state. These are my thoughts at 1:15am, when I’m tossing around in bed, desperately wanting to talk sleep and dream of you.
Omfg "talk about" is a lot cuter than ask me
  • 1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
  • 2: Talk about your first kiss.
  • 3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.
  • 4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
  • 5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.
  • 6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had.
  • 7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.
  • 8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
  • 9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
  • 10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.
  • 11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had.
  • 12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.
  • 13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
  • 14: Talk about a vacation.
  • 15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
  • 16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to.
  • 17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
  • 18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
  • 19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.
  • 20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
  • 21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
  • 22: Talk about your worst fear.
  • 23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.
  • 24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
  • 25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
  • 26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.
  • 27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body.
  • 28: Talk about your fetishes.
  • 29: Talk about what turns you on.
  • 30: Talk about what turns you off.
  • 31: Talk about what you think death is like.
  • 32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
  • 33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
  • 34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
  • 35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
  • 36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
  • 37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
  • 38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
  • 39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
  • 40: Talk about the end of something in your life.


a fun and interesting fact about me is that im a fucking idiot

Sometimes I worry that I’m depressed, I don’t feel like making art, or going on bike rides, or doing much of anything because I simply feel like I have no interest in them. I also have been noticeably insomniac for a while. Not to mention I’ve gained weight, and can’t seem to stop eating even though i have no real appetite. Plus i just feel lonely with Heath being so far away, and Emily barely talking to me. I just don’t have anything to do, and I want to be my old self. I want to want to make art, or be active. I miss having drive.


i want all the extra fat on my body to fall off and turn into cash

I don’t know why I have so much pent up resentment for her. Maybe because I know she talks down about me behind my back to his siblings. Or because she just got here and already has an engagement ring and a baby when that’s what I want, and I’ve been here 3 times longer. Maybe it’s because she reminds me a lot of Remy, but instead of the genuine friendship and love that remy shows me, she all I see is a pair of judgemental eyes. I have to tell myself that I’m going to college and doing things for my future, and having great experiences that I don’t want to miss, and she’ll never get. It’s so much easier to reciprocate kindness, than it is to just put a brave face on and be nice when I know how she feels.
I’m feeling so creatively vacant lately. Like my desire to make art has left me. I have a half finished painting sitting on an easel in my room that I started over a month ago. I have design ideas posted on pinterest that I want to rework into posters and start an etsy and sell my work, I just don’t have the drive to do it right now. I almost feel like I’ve lost my happiness. Most of the time I just sit alone while everyone else in my life goes on with what’s important to them, and I can’t even muster up the desire to do what’s important to me. I feel like I’m being forgotten.