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Here I Am to Worship
Michael W. Smith
Worship Again
(Source: endlesspraise-and-worship)
I had to set up a digital portfolio today in Adv. Photography because my teacher, Mr. Rodriguez (a.k.a A.Rod), has been talking to his old photography professor at Hope for me, to put in a good word, hopefully the professor can see talent in my work. And if he does hopefully it’ll help the appeal process that this professor wants me as a student. It’s been a real confidence boost this past week working with A.Rod to get my stuff together to send to this guy, because I finally feel like someone is paying attention to me and is trying to help me get where I wanna go. I feel like he believes in me, and lately I haven’t been getting that feeling from anyone else. I’ve been feeling like I’m alone in this, like it’s all up to me to figure this stuff out, and get there on my own, when I have no idea whats happening or how to even begin to get where I wanna go. I’ve been feeling really insecure lately about a lot of things, so for him to show even a slight investment in helping me reach my goals really made my week. So thank you A.Rod, I really appreciate it. It’s weird that I got so many warnings from friends who don’t like you, but you’re one of my favorite teachers I’ve had in high school. Oh and if any of you guys wanna see my portfolio go here: monicaczechowicz.carbonmade.com
I’m about to write a rant so here we go. For the past fifty minutes I’ve been listening to the girls next to me talk about how they’re writing their classification essay on social networking. Cool, awesome, good topic, I don’t care, stop conversing about your opinions on all of the different sites with your friends and WRITE YOUR DAMN PAPER. I feel like going off on them and me and the girl sitting on the other side of me keep exchanging snarky comments about them, since she’s just as annoyed as I am. Basically I’m sick and tired of hearing “If someone deleted my tumblr, I’d die.” and “You should get a tumblr and follow me.” and “it changed my life.” JUST SHUT UP. Okay, before tumblr became “mainstream” it was so much better. I’ve been on tumblr for 2 years this March. You’ve had yours for probably 3 or 4 months…. I hate hearing and seeing all over facebook and twitter how much they love tumblr and everyone should follow them and Follow4Follow…. like just go away, some of my friends have tumblrs now and that’s fine, I follow them, they just have to be prepared to see or read things that I’m thinking they may not be expected, this is like a journal for me, and writing a journal for the kids that go to my school that I barely know, is not an appealing thought. I’ve blocked people from my tumblr because they don’t need to see it. I really just hate how populated tumblr is now, and how people say “I’m so addicted to tumblr, it’s my life.” and “you don’t understand until you start.” I’ve been wasting my nights on tumblr long before you even knew it existed. I could go on forever with this, because I don’t think I’ll ever be able to fully explain how much it pisses me off. drgjerogihbihoanv;oria;erhetnartmarymyterg5i.
